i'll be seeing you in my dreams, too

but little do you know about the context

Sickness is,essentially, not having an answer.

and your jealousy

changes my chemistry

I don't need anyone to tell me what's wrong. Or what i'm doing wrong. People seem to think that i see no wrong in the distasteful behaviors or activities that i participate in. Or that i believe in the current system i've been using to live my life. Or that i claim to have all the answers. When i'll be the first to admit that i'm truly lost in my world. The vast amount of insight i have only makes me even more lost, except in the material world, and wonder if it's a gift or curse. An ailment.

I need to be inspired to move. Inspiration fuels anything productive that i ever do for myself. I feel a veil over me that only allows a limited amount of it to shine through and reach me. I need it to fully light the way so i can be able to see where i'm going and why.